Just take me back.

Just was sitting in the shower yesterday, and repeat, take me back. Just screamed it out.
Mess you, and said, you have to tell me if I get to loud. But I lied today and said it was the music.
I wish I could say that Iam fine, but Im really not. I just keep missing. Can't move on.
You just left me. All of you. Just left me.

And the dreams are back.
Feels like Im falling to piceses again.
Can't stop miss.Can't stop miss it.
Everythings back again.

Idon't know what the fuck I want to do.With my life.
With you,with them.
With everything.

Feel so empty, feel so empty.
Anxiety all over it. But still so empty.

I don't belong here.